To Sis From Owen

I hope we have a good time together. What would we do when you get here? Maybe we could play pet shops or something like that. And my brother will have a high voice, but you will get used to it. I love you. Owen

A Letter To My Daughter

My Dearest Baby Girl,

As I begin the year 2010 I honestly cannot believe that I have yet to look into your eyes, hold you in my arms, or whisper in your ear that I will love you forever and ever. When your daddy and I began this journey (over 4 years ago) I never could have imagined what God had in store for our family and me personally. On the "good" days I am able to see and feel the amazing works he has done on my heart, and am able to recognize that in many ways this time of longing for you has drawn me much closer to Jesus. On the "bad" days...well they are just that - bad. You see, to fully understand, one must know that I have had a pretty blessed life. I have wonderful parents, family, and friends, and although my life hasn't been completely free of pain or heartache, I realize I have never had to "want" for much. I have wondered through this process if the good Lord was taking it easy on me because he knew that there would be a time in my life that the "want" for my daughter millions of miles away would bring me to my knees and take my breath away at moments.

I believe we are nearing the end of this journey - statistically we have to be. So, because of that I have resolved to write you (my girl) every month until we come face to face. I pray these letters will serve as a window into my heart and my life for you one day when you are older.

I love you,

Your Mommy

*Question of the day - Have you been born yet?